Hey u guys today was really good it was good because Brenden came over to cheer me up!!! which was nice cuz i didn't ask him to and he woke me up at like 12 lol ne way so he and I were just chillin all day and he was like my theropist which was great he took Micheal's job for the day lol so ne way he was being nice and he made me realize that i wasn't depressed because of someone moving although i am sad about it but i was more depressed about someone else....

I think that i am in love with this person and i didn't really realize it until today and now i am jelious of him and his girlfriend and i dunno it was alsways like a game with eachother i would act like i hated him and that i didn't like him at all but i guess i liked doing that and i miss it and now that he has a GF i can't and that made me sad because i want him and i don't want ne one else to have him.... but hey i guess she said she liked him and now she gets him i guess that is how it happens.... but oh well

I think that Brenden doing this for me really helped and i would just like to say THANK YOU BREN!!!! hehe Mr.. Kitty LOL!

ne way talk to you all later and Mike i need to talk to you when ever u get a change.... kk ttly bbye

love ya'll

Lexi**