ok so my best frined moved away to Cali which sucks because i really love her and i want her to come back!!! I am not going out with Brenden any more but our break up was a mutual agreement and so it was all kewl and we are still frineds..... i am now going out with my old bf Bern and yea everyone hu pretty much reads this blogs knows that story!

So yesterday me and Jack went to NYC which was awsome!!! (Jack is a new frined from a new town) and so we spent the day there just shopping and chillin and since Jack is from the city he showed me a side of it i had never seen before.... I mean i go there almost ever weekend and i used to live there i just you know didn't really ever get into it .... we just go to SoHo and shop eat go to China Town and go home.... gotta love the fake designer bags.... soooo now Jack took me to all of these places who knew that up town could be fun.... lol so ne way we were exusted by the time we got home at like 11:30 and my mom was pissed cuz she wanted me to babysit for theses kids... idk long story... so she was like were the fuck were you and y were you out sooo late and shit like that

So then i had to tell her even though i called her like 4 times and left a message on her cell and at home so yea she is just fucked up... now i know were Jamie gets it from.... so then she proceeds to tell me that she and my dad are getting a divorce and i am like WTF and idk i was really sad but okay with it at the same time... you know cuz i didn't see much of him or her for that matter ne way.... but hey all i knew was that they were fighting A LOT and that they needed space but i didn't think perminante space you know.... but oh well it wasn't my choice i would see my dad everyweekend and 2 holidays i had to pick which ones

THEN SHE PROCEEDS TO TELL ME THAT SHE WAS DATING ANOTHER MAN!!!!!!!!! I WAS SOOO FUCKING ANGRY THAT I MARCHED UPSTAIRS AND CALLED BERN AND RAN AWAY FROM HOME.....................................................................................................................................................

so right now i am at Berns and i am staying here till she has my picture on a milk carton and then mayb i will have some desency to call her and tell her i am okay... but i am going to let her worrie for a while and see what happens.....

so it has been a long time and so on and so forth....

Love you guys KYLIE CALL ME WHEN YOU SEE THIS ........

Lex

ok sice we have to go back to school tomaro i decided that we would have the end of summer bash!!! it was great we finally didn't do it at my house we moved on to Kylies house now since her parents r never home and even though her sister is like a born again christian freak she won't rat on us since she did something dirty and was totally out of her faith to do... lol i love black mail... so ne way we invited like the whole "junior" OMG i am going to be a Junior wow... ne way we invited them and thats like 400 people but we didn't invite ALL of them more like 80 people... and so we just had an awsome 3 day party

I met this really kewl guy there his name was Markus and he went to Brunswick (other skools were invited...) and he was really into alot of the same stuff i was which was really kewl he has a girlfriend back in his real home town of LA... but he really misses her and yea which i thought was sweet cuz normally out of town guys from big citys who have girl friends hit on the girls in there new town ... which is sooo wrong i can't tell you

Any way so we chilled for a bit and then Brenden <3 came and we made out for a bit .......................and.......................... and...........................and............................. yea...

so there is more to the story but i don't feel like typing... so ok c ya later

Lexi

hey you guys i have been away in the Hamptons for a while and now i am back... with a new boyfriend so fun so fun... Brenden is great it is the first time i have ever gone out with any one of my friends so this should be interesting... lol so far we are having a very fun time making out everywere we go... i can't complain it is fun...


So now i am home with Jamie and he is going to go to Harvard next week... know how he pulled that off i have no clue i thought since he was a skevey stoner he only got like C's and D's but it turns out he gets like A's and B's and his GPA was like 4.25 or somthing i thought that was pretty good for a retard... mayb it was all that special help he gets for his "down syndrom" jk ilu jamie don't leave me with the freaks we are so assamed to call parents!!!!!

I have decided i don't want to be preppy any more... i know i can't really do that i am a poser but i really don't want to be any more i have been listening to a lot more Green Day and Nirvana latly and i know that doesn't make me punk or anything but still i like the music and i also like punk and goth clothing i know it is weird since i was raised to be like little miss perfection with like Abercrombie and Wishllist... but idk it is getting old and now so i need to change..

Even though i am affraid to change because my friends might ditch me and i might not be accepted into the punk group i feel like i shouldn't and just feel this on the inside... but idk i will think about it...


so ne way i g2g ttyl bbye

lexa

Hey u guys today was really good it was good because Brenden came over to cheer me up!!! which was nice cuz i didn't ask him to and he woke me up at like 12 lol ne way so he and I were just chillin all day and he was like my theropist which was great he took Micheal's job for the day lol so ne way he was being nice and he made me realize that i wasn't depressed because of someone moving although i am sad about it but i was more depressed about someone else....

I think that i am in love with this person and i didn't really realize it until today and now i am jelious of him and his girlfriend and i dunno it was alsways like a game with eachother i would act like i hated him and that i didn't like him at all but i guess i liked doing that and i miss it and now that he has a GF i can't and that made me sad because i want him and i don't want ne one else to have him.... but hey i guess she said she liked him and now she gets him i guess that is how it happens.... but oh well

I think that Brenden doing this for me really helped and i would just like to say THANK YOU BREN!!!! hehe Mr.. Kitty LOL!

ne way talk to you all later and Mike i need to talk to you when ever u get a change.... kk ttly bbye

love ya'll

Lexi**

hey guys i am feelin a little sad today... My parents are away and Jamie is going to go to his orientations tomaro so i will be all alone.... and i got grounded for the day because my parents said the phone bill was to high and that i needed to stop talking to people so they grouned me from using the phone....

And now i can't go any were because i need to house sit and i am just lonly....

Then i got into a fight with my friend Matty and he said i was a bitch and a whore and that i would get no were in life with being those things and that he was telling this to me for my own good.... i couldn't belive him and i don't think i  am a whore i mean i know i am a bitch but a whore to i don't think so many people think i am but i know i am not since i know how far i have been and how many times and i know that isn't whore status.... and i mean i can be bitchy sometimes but i don't think so to my friends i mean i know i did get a little bitchy in sophomore year but hey that is only cuz i was protecting something that i didn't want ne one to find out to i figured that if i was a bitch to most people that no one would find out

i know it sounds stupid to most people but hey it is how my mind works ok.... god i can't help it

I am just so fucking depressed right now that i can't stand it and i want someone to come over but i know if i invite who i realy want to invite they will invite the whole world because they know that i am home alone.... and i don't really feel like partaying right now you know

Then one of my best friends told me that they were moving and that they weren't going to be in Junior year with me and i think i like cryed for like 3 hours hun i am going to miss you soooooo much!

damn y do i luv these things so much lol k so here ya go:
*have fun wit it*

x] first name: Lexi     
[ x ] middle name: Mia
[ x ] last name: Krossens
[ x ] nickname(s): Lex, Marie. Stephon, Cora, LiLi, and Alley
[ x ] gender: very girlie
[ x ] age: 16
[ x ] birthday: February 24, 1988
[ x ] height: 5'5
[ x ] hair color: black
[ x ] eye color: hazel
[x] race: white
[x] do you wear glasses or contacts: nope
[x] is your hair long or short: long
[x] where were you born: somewere in CT 
[ x ] current location: in CT
[ x ] zodiac sign: Pices
[x] how many languages do you know: 1 1/2 i suck at spanish!
[x] nationality: Irish Italian annnd English and American
[x] bad habits:  talking way to much annnd bitting my nails i gotta stop that!

[ x ] piercings you have: i have two on my right year and 3 on my left and i have a belly button one ssssh don't tell my mommy
[ x ] piercings you want: mayb my ..... JK 
[ x ] tattoos you have: yes i have a buttterfly on by behind
[ x ] tattoos you want: nope mayb idk
[ x ] today's date: August 16,2004
[ x ] the time: 4:15 PM 
[ x ] ready for a bunch more questions: yuppers


: favorites :

[ x ] number: 13
[ x ] clothing brands: Juicy Couture, Puma, Tripp (totally out of place but oh well)
[ x ] shoes: My puma's my Jimmy choo's, steve maddan, my converse.
[ x ] tv show: The OC, One Tree Hill, Dedicate Live, Daily Download, Degrassi, RFR, and Daria
[ x ] sport: Horse Back Riding

[ x ] vegetable: toamtoes
[ x ] fruit: Strawberries
[ x ] movie: Cruel Intentions, Animal House, Airplane, Findinf Nemo, A Fish Called Wanda, Harry Potter all 3.....
[x] magazine: Mad
[x] actor: Tom Felton annd John Clesse
[ x ] actress: i don't think i have one...
[ x ] candy: Watermelon Sourpatch Kids
[ x ] gum: Spearmint Winterfreash
[ x ] scent: Clinique Happy Heart, J'adore by Dior, Ralph, and fresh laundry
[ x ] ice cream flavor: chocolate chip cookie dough
[ x ] color: Pink, Black, Orange, GREEN!
[ x ] season: Fall
[ x ] holiday: Halloween, My bday , and Christmas
[ x ] type of music: Rock
[x] thing in your room: bed, computer, mini fridge, TV, lamps, desk, um some clothes thrown here and there

[x] place to be: London!!
[ x ] radio station: K-rock, Z100, BLI
[ x ] TV channel: Fuse, The-N, MTV, Comedy Centeral
[ x ] junk food: Doritos and Chocolate
[ x ] store: Wishlist, Hot Topic (weird i know), and Abercrombie
[ x ] shoe brand: Puma
[ x ] fast food: WHITE CASTEL!!!!!
[ x ] restaurant: Abis
‘[ x ] shape:  heart or star
[ x ] time of day: Night
[ x ] country: Europe
[ x ] state: NY
[ x ] mall:Trumbell
[ x ] video game: Mario Brothers, and Crash Bandicute...

[ x ] board game: Monopoly
[ x ] music video: Time is running out by Muse

[ x ] swear word: fuck
[ x ] month: Feb
[ x ] scary movie: Nightmare on Elm street
[ x ] team: Yankees

: what's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear :

[ x ] eminem: Fuck the world
[ x ] dog: snoop
[ x ] hot: guys
[ x ] orange: Mike!
[ x ] black: Amanda
[ x ] linkin park: No swaring
[ x ] jack: black
[ x ] rainbow: Dorathy
[ x ] cherry: pop it 
[ x ] cucumber: yummy
[ x ] shark: Jaws
[ x ] whip: cream
[ x ] america: Greenday
[ x ] volcano: HOT

: this or that :

[ x ] rock or rap: rock
[ x ] rock or pop: rock
[ x ] rock or r&b: rock
[ x ] rock or metal: rock
[ x ] rap or pop: rap
[ x ] rap or r&b: rap
[ x ] rap or metal: metal
[ x ] pop or r&b: r&b
[ x ] pop or metal: metal
[ x ] r&b or metal: metal
[ x ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park
[ x ] tool or korn: Korn
[ x ] selena or jennifer lopez: JLO
[ x ] hot or cold: hot
[ x ] winter or summer: summer
[ x ] spring or fall: Fall
[ x ] shakira or britney: Shakira
[ x ] icp or eminem: eminem
[ x ] marilyn manson or rob zombie:Rob Zombie
[ x ] kittie or garbage: Garbage
[ x ]mtv or vh1: MTV
[ x ] buffy or angel: Angel
[ x ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: Gilmore Girls
[ x ] football or basketball: they both suck ass
[ x ] summer olympics or winter olympics: summer
[ x ] skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding
[ x ] rollarblading or skateboarding: skateboarding
[ x ] black or white: black
[ x ] orange or red: red
[ x ] yellow or green: green
[ x ] purple or pink: pink
[ x ] slipknot or mud vayne: Slipknot
[ x ] hot topic or pac sun: Hot Topic
[ x ] inside or outside: inside
[ x ] cell phone or pager: cell phone
[ x ] pen or pencil: pen
[ x ]powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: charlies angels
[ x ] scooby doo or dino: scooby doo
[ x ] dragon ball z or pokemon: pokemon
[ x ] star wars or star trek: star wars
[ x ] tattoos or piercings: piercings
[ x ] prep or punk: Punk

:private life:

[ x ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: nope ..
[ x ] do you have a crush: yup
[ x ] do you love anyone right now: yup
[ x ] have you ever been in love: yup
[ x ] how many people have you kissed: um lets c somewere aroung the 25 mark i think
[ x ] who was your first kiss: Jake Madison
[ x ] how many hearts of have you broken: one
[ x ] how many people broke your heart: one
[ x ] do you have a picture of yourself: yea
[ x ] do you go by looks or personality: I would be lieing to you if i said personality what can i say i am shallow
[ x ] ever kiss a friend: boys YES girls yes
[ x ] are you still friends: yes to all
[ x ] so moving along..Do you smoke: i have 
[ x ] ever trip on acid: yes
[ x ] how about a little x: yea that shit makes you horney as hell
[ x ] crack, heroin, anything else: yes i have done Crack and pot
[ x ] are you a virgin: wouldn't you like to know
[ x ] bungee jump: nope
[ x ] sky dive: no
[ x ] swim with dolphins: yea every summer
[ x ] scuba dive: yea
[ x ] go rock climbing:yea
[ x ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: well yea but i felt really bad and went back to being his friend
[ x ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: mayb....
[ x ] lie to the police: yes
[ x ] run from the police: yes
[ x ] lie to your parents: OF COURSE
[ x ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: might have
[ x ] be an exotic dancer: LOL Yes at Jamie's bday party LOL Tylar and Kylie

: your friends :

[ x ] best friend: Tylar, Kylie and Mike and James and Brenden
[ x ] people you wish you talked to more: yea but i don't really feel like sharin
[ x ] how many friends do you think you have? um like 45 or 50 but only a couple of REALLY close ones 
[ x ] who drives you insane after a while: well there is this one person BRICK lol jk i love you baby
[ x ] who can you talk to forever and never get sick of: Micheal <3 
[ x ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': yup.....
[ x ] can always make you laugh: Brick Bern and John annd Brenden and Mike and Jamie and Corey and Sam annnd omg tehre is to many!
[ x ] best personality: Kylie

:have you ever:

[ x ] told the person you liked how you felt: yea

[ x ] been to Michigan: yea
[ x ] gotten really REALLY wasted: hell yea
[ x] gone to jailor juvi: no
[ x ] skateboarded: no but i love to watch guys do it!
[ x ] stolen anything: yup all the time I am such a fucking clepto! lol Kylie
[ x ] broke someones bone:no
[ x ] kicked someone's ass: yes it was fun
[ x ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: yea
[ x ] broke a beer bottle: yes
[ x ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: all the time
[ x ] kissed someone of the same sex: yup hehe
[ x ] flipped someone off: of course
[ x ] gone on a road trip: yuppers
[ x ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: sort of but not really
[ x ] been to a concert: like 1000000
[ x ] been to another country: yup 
[ x ] talked back to an adult: yes
[ x ] got pulled over: yes
[ x ] got in a car accident: nope
[ x ] broke a law: yup
[ x ] given money to a homeless person: yes
[ x ] cried to get out of trouble: haha yesss
[ x ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: yes i have done way more then that with one to lol ssssh
[ x ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: yuppers

[ x ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyway: yes lol

: what did you do :

[ x ] last birthday: we partayed like no tomaro and got hungover
[ x ] yesterday: Went downtown with Brick and Bern and Met up with John
[ x ] last weekend: to much to say
[ x ] christmas: stayed home and sleept
[ x ] thanksgiving: Matty came over from England and we hung out wit Brian
[ x ] new year's eve: got hung over at Coreys big bash
[ x ] halloween:Made out with someone
[ x ] easter:brian came over
[ x ] valentine's day: made a new friend

: the last :

[ x ] thing you ate: a tuna sandwich
[ x ] thing you drank: water
[ x ] thing you wore: wripped jean shorts with a bikini top
[ x ] place you went: Kick Boxing
[ x ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: belly
[ x ] person you saw: my mother
[ x ] person you kissed: Jamie ( like on the cheak)
[ x ] person you fucked: not telling you
[ x ] person you talked to: Jamie
[ x ] song you heard: Getting away with Murder by Papa Roach

: now :

[ x ] what are you eating: nada
[ x ] what are you drinking: nothin
[ x ] what are you wearing: a skirt with a tank top
[ x ] any shoes on: nope
[ x ] hair: half pony tail
[ x ] listening to: itunes

[ x ] talking to anyone: nope
[ x ] are you pissed I made this so long: not really

: yes or no :

[ x ] are you a vegetarian: no
[ x ] do you like cows: of course they go MOOOO
[ x ] are you a bitch: according to many people YES
[ x ] are you artistic:yea
[ x ] do you write poetry: um sumtimes
[ x ] are you a fast runner: hell no
[ x ] can you ski: nope
[ x ] are you british: i wish
[ x ] do you want to spear britney: yes
[ x ] did you ever give barbie haircut: yes all the time and sometimes i miss the hair and go right for the head!
[ x ] are you straight: i think so
[ x ] are you skinny: um sorta mayb i think
[ x ] are you short: not really
[ x ] are you tall: sorta
[ x ] do you own a hot pink shirt: no shit
[ x ] how about orange pants: yup
[ x ] are you evil: yes supper evil!
[ x ] are you a teenage zombie: no more of a couch potatoe
[ x ] am I annoying you: um no
[ x ] do you like marilyn manson: he scares me but some of his songs r ok
[ x ] are you secretly from another planet: yes i am from the planet Nutron and i love JIMMY!
[ x ] do you shop at hot topic: yup


: random questions :

[ x ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: a fluffy dragon
[ x ] do you remember any of your dreams: not when i am to tierd to remember
[ x ] do you dream in color or black and white: both
[ x ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: mayb idk
[ x ] can people read you like a book: no i am very mission impossible
[ x ] what's your biggest fear: dieing
[ x ] do you talk a lot: yea
[ x ] are you afraid of clowns: yes
[ x ] do you like spiders: ahh no! 
[ x ] how about grape kool-aid: no
[ x ] can you drive: yes 
[ x ] are you spoiled: yes totally and completly

[ x ] are you anti-social: hell no
[ x ] do you see dead people: no but i do see a lot of stupid people
[ x ] any last words: i am a over weight fat musckrat and i have armpit hair that you can brade and one very large mole on the tippity end of my nose!!!! LOL Mike ilu
[ x ] now that this is over, what are you going to do: fuck my self jk

ok so today i was just haning out with Micheal Brick and Bern and we were on the ave and u know just chillin and we got lunch at the That Away Cafe which i like but i had to pay for because they are all fags and can't pay execpt Micheal cuz he is kl kl!! lol so ne way we looked around and they were like OMG lets go into wishlist and i was like ooo fun what the hell r they going to buy there.... so we go in and started looking at the new juicy stuff cuz i like it and so i was like ok i will come back later when i am with girls and i will get it... so of course Brick sees me looking at it and was like you should try it on and give us a fashion show so i was a little bit uncomfortable and was like um i don't know so they finally talked me into it so i try on this dress and it is really nice it is like a maroonish pink color and it is velvet and i was wereing baggie pants so i needed to change into jeans (since that is the way you are supposed to wear it) and so of course i didn't get any jeans and i didn't want to say hey guys can you get me a size....

So i was stuck there and they were all shouting at me to come out they wanted to see... so then i just said to my self fuck it i will just come out and find jeans while wearing this dress withouth pants under it... and the dress was pretty short but it was still afterall a "dress"... so i come out and the first reaction of Bern was wow how hot you look then Micheal your so cute looking and the Brick sweet jesus do me right now and of course in the "brick fashion" he was yelling this so all of these girls were like ew who the hell is that.... eventually i did buy the dress and we got out of there and i sware when i was buying it i said "i have now idea who that guy is" lol but hey he is my friend even though he can be retarded....

Later on we go into Chilliebear* and Bern gets some stuff for surfing and i get a cute hat and we run into my all american boy John!!! yay and so we let John tag along because he was all alone and he had to be home at six cuz his parents r weird..... ne way i needed to stop off at victoria seceret and you know how nervious i was after the whole Wishlist experience so i said o i have to stop off in victoria seceret to Micheal who is very understanding and he said oh i will say i have to stop in there for Jen. So we go in and i head toward the counter and i am like i need to make this fast so i pull out the underwear from my bag and i say i need to exchange it for a smaller size and you know when you are in a rush and you say you are the people just seem to go slower and slower and talk to you endlessly....

So i turn around and Brick is coming my way and the lady is holding up the underwear and is like talking and talking and talking and then she said ok will you pick out another one i was soo nervious that he was going to come over and be like OOO LA LA what do we have here that i just grabed the most random peice of unders and said ok ring it up and i was out of there faster then a bullet....

So then is was like 6 and john met his mother and she was nice and asked us if we wanted a ride so we all just said yes finally back at my house me and Micheal were just hangin when the phone rings and it is non other then Jen my new BFFL! lol haha i still love you ky and ty... but ne way we talked for like 3 hours and yea and she n Micheal had like fone sex it was funny... but not realy

So then Micheal left and went to jens and it was all good and we had loads of fun today and yea

c ya all later love ya
<3 Lex

ok today i got back from Horseback riding well not riding but teaching retarded children how to ride and they were like can we play a game can we learn how to be good riders..... so just for a laugh i said sure lets learn how to jump so i put up the jump like REALLY high i dunno it must have been at least like 4 feet i mean i don't even jump that high.... well i do but only on occation.... so ne way i said jump over this... and this one kid acctually took me seriously and started trotting and i was like NO and the horse took off and i think i probeblly damaged the poor kid... oh well so that way i could jump on and do it all propperly and say now kids i was just kidding i didn't really want you to go over the jump like Daniel over here.... but what ever at least i didn't get fired hahaha that is like my goal i lost interest in horses right after i was like 15 and now i am just working there for my mothers sake cuz she said i need a propper job not just babysitting.... i don't see whats wrong with babysitting i mean it pays well to do nothing....

lol so ne way my goal is to get fired and i have been trying this for like a year now ever since they hired me and i was like ew i hate you all and they STILL didn't fire me weird o well maybe i should be a nice person and then they will fire me ooooh brilliant plan lex.... lol

So when i got home there was a note waiting for me from the ODed retared that has just claimed the hudge basement for himself annd he got a SONY flat screen plasma screen tv what the hell i hate being the youngest James gets all the good junk and my parents think i am on drugs i mean look at the little fucker his is like high everytime you see him.... and i know he only wanted the basement so that he can do his little drug deals and shoot up that mofo i hate him soo much oh well i still get all new clothing with all new shoes yaya and my mom can't take it back no matter how drunk she was she said for Junior year i get to have all this new stuff... lol he he

back to the note it read Hey Not here went out with Rachel (new GF) and i won't be back until LATE!! cover for me i am doing a deal at like 9 annnnd i will need you to cover for me in the morning i am gonna sleep late i told mom and papa (gayest name to call dad but hey he is a fag) i was sleepin over at Jeremys house and that i wouldn't be home until like 3PM but tomaro at 3 i am going to go to the "ghet" and get some pot and coke so tell them i went to the store and they just missed me

Normally i would cover for him but because he just won the basement i decided to tell mumsy and pupsy (lol Kylie) the truth about the "perfect little angle" so when they came home from their day at the club (god this is soo fucking connecticut!) they of corse asked were is Jam-E (yes this is my brothers nickname from my rents since he was 7 cuz he just discovered rap and was like yea from now on ya'll call me Jam-E lol hahaha what a tard) So i said to them "well he told me to tell you that he went out with rachel and that he won't be back until 3 tomaro because he will be so hung over and high simaltaniously that he can't drag his ass home till then and that i should lie to you and say that at three he went to the store but in acctual point of fact he is in Bridgeport getting pot and coke to sell to his possy of drug dealing losers that hang out in the basement with him..." I sware they said this to me "well dear we know that you were disapointed when we told Jam-E that he could have the basement, but dear it isn't that nice to spred horrible things about your brother like that, it isn't like he tells us that you smoke pot because you got your Ipod, look i promise you will get something just as nice as he did" WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH MY PARENTS i tell them the truth about my brother and i get something as nice for myself....

My mother took me aside later and gave me this long speach about being the youngest and always envious of you older siblings just because they were older and they got all the new stuff and what ever i don't know it was just so fucked up i can't even begin to tell you!

I hate my family that is why i am now a proud memeber of Kylie Milestones family ! lol i am the lost milestone LOL!

Love ya Ky

love ya'll

Lex

ok so yesterday me and Ky were just haning out on the ave and i see my this guy hu goes to our school and DAMN he is gorgious ok.... so we were just there in starbucks getting our coffee when he walks in and he STANDING IN BACK OF US and i totally flip out...... yes i know i am retarded..... so ne way he taps me on the sholder and he is like hey and i was like HI!!! (in my mind i was like omg i am going to blurt out how i wanna have lots of sex and babys with this guy....(Love Acctually!)) so i keeped my kewl (not really but ok) so i was like hey ur really hot LOL and he was like yea i get that a lot i don't really think so tho.... which i thought was quit good cuz guys who normally think they are hot are REALLY conseeded! so we all walked around for a while and he seemed to be into the same kind of music me and Ky like which was kewl..... and then he wanted us to go back to his house with him.... and we did!!!!!!! (but don't be alarmed since i am like his neighbor it didn't matter) so we hung out for like the longest time and we had a LOT of fun and then finally we had to go home and we were just standing there at the door and then he kissed me OMG i could have died right there (thank god i didn't) and i was like wow i have like lusted after this guy for like 100000 years and then this happens i sware i think i went into cardiac arrest for the rest of the night!!!!!!!!