hey you guys i have been away in the Hamptons for a while and now i am back... with a new boyfriend so fun so fun... Brenden is great it is the first time i have ever gone out with any one of my friends so this should be interesting... lol so far we are having a very fun time making out everywere we go... i can't complain it is fun...


So now i am home with Jamie and he is going to go to Harvard next week... know how he pulled that off i have no clue i thought since he was a skevey stoner he only got like C's and D's but it turns out he gets like A's and B's and his GPA was like 4.25 or somthing i thought that was pretty good for a retard... mayb it was all that special help he gets for his "down syndrom" jk ilu jamie don't leave me with the freaks we are so assamed to call parents!!!!!

I have decided i don't want to be preppy any more... i know i can't really do that i am a poser but i really don't want to be any more i have been listening to a lot more Green Day and Nirvana latly and i know that doesn't make me punk or anything but still i like the music and i also like punk and goth clothing i know it is weird since i was raised to be like little miss perfection with like Abercrombie and Wishllist... but idk it is getting old and now so i need to change..

Even though i am affraid to change because my friends might ditch me and i might not be accepted into the punk group i feel like i shouldn't and just feel this on the inside... but idk i will think about it...


so ne way i g2g ttyl bbye

lexa